I've felt a definite change in attitude today toward my experience here with this premier marching unit. I felt proud to be apart of something so much greater than I can fathom, and to have been able to see the fruits of my labors (in part) already, as this (my) first summer parade seasons nears it close. It's also a knowledge that all of the opposition that I've personally faced has been an opportunity to gain strength and endurance for even greater heights to climb, and that all things can work together for good if I have faith in Christ and his atonement, for me.
Last night, I was reading over many of the journal entries from my mission, and I was reminded of the power of God that was manifest daily, either in the lives of the people that we taught, or in our own hearts in the process. Tonight, I was reading in my Spanish Bible right before our performance, and I came across the section about the living waters that Christ offers to all that believe in him. A peaceful feeling came over me as I pondered upon the words of the Samaritan woman at the well, in reply to Christs invitation.. "Sir, give me this water, that I thirst not, neither come hither to draw." Her confidence in his words of promise are encouraging to me because they inspire hope that I can know where to turn for the truest source of peace, and joy that I seek in this life, full of so many empty promises and cheap substitutes for long-lasting happiness. He is the source of light, strength, and encouragement that I need to keep going, even "when (all) other sources cease to make me whole" (Where Can I Turn For Peace").
So to sum up my experience this evening, I feel grateful for a renewed sense of meaning and purpose, and for the evidence of faith (from my mission) that rekindled the flame that lately, has been fighting desperately to merely survive. Just goes to show what a little mustard seed can do to change your day, (mustard seed = faith :) Well, that's about all folks. Too tired to continue.. Over and out.
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